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Once Upon a Time
by Strahbary©
Once upon a time there was a girl.
She was a young pretty thing. However through no fault of her own she finds
herself in a horrible situation. An evil woman has trapped her and she can’t
get out. The poor girl was so disheartened that she just didn’t know what to do
but to let the beautiful days of her youth just slip right through her fingers.
That was until the day that the young and unbelievably handsome prince charming
came riding up on his white horse to slay the evil woman and rescue the
beautiful young damsel in distress so that they could go on and live happily
ever after.
There is just one problem with this
whole scenario. The girl does nothing to get out of the situation on her own.
She sits and waits for her prince charming to come rescue her, foolishly
letting potentially good opportunities slip right through her fingers. These
stories were very pertinent back in the day. When it was all about women being
nothing more than a mans chattle (chattle is a legal term for a person’s
property requirements to that of a cow, donkey and in some cases a wife). I can’t
help but think that raising modern day women on these stories may have perhaps
made women soft and naive pining for that prince charming to come riding in on
his white horse.
If you pick any Goddess at random
and look at her stories very seldom will you see one not at least trying to
take care of things on her own. Sure, she takes help from others. That’s
different. She is open to the kindness being shared by those around her but she
is not expecting them to solve all of her problems. She is taking the
initiative to solve her own problems in her life in one way or another.
Depending on the Goddess and the culture depends on the means that she uses to
get to an end.
It’s not easy to find fairytales
that have women that exemplify this Goddess like attitude. The majority of
fairytale women are unassertive and vulnerable. When I was a child I was raised
on these fairytales. If I wasn’t being told a story about a Goddess I was being
told about a fairytale of some sort. However, when I grew up I found that part
of me wanted that fairytale kind of life where the prince charming would come
in and rescue me and we would live happily ever after in his castle. However,
reality eventually set in. I found that the only way I was going to get my
castle was if I took steps to create my own happily ever after, taking on more
of a Goddess like attitude than the unassertive fairytale one.
I have watched other girls in their
pursuit for the happily ever after. One such friend seems to think that every
man is her prince charming no matter how much of a toad he may actually be. To
her the world is all pink fluffy clouds, soft pretty unicorns and lollipops.
Pretty much your average 1970’s psychedelic cartoon. Unfortunately we are not
all on some big happy trip. Reality isn’t a cartoon nor is it a Hollywood movie where the hero always comes out alive.
These fairytale expectations could very well be the reason so many of us women
have had such a hard time finding lasting love. We are trying to get that
prince charming to do so much for us and even if he is pretty close to being
the ideal prince he gets tired of doing it. Which really is
understandable. He has a whole laundry
list of things that he is supposed to do for us and the God’s forbid he looks
after his own needs every now and then.
Then we wonder why on earth did we get dumped or why the relationship
just didn’t work out.
It is inevitable that we are forced
to live in reality though granted it may completely suck, there is just no
escaping it. Fantasy lives eventually fizzle away to nothing in the end anyway
and you are left with the very same reality that you wanted to avoid in the
first place. One of my favorite fairytales growing up was that of Sleeping
Beauty. I still love the story mainly because it reminds me of the happy points
in my childhood. In the Arabic version Sleeping Beauty’s mom ponders her
daughters life now that she has met the prince. In her musings she thinks, “For
it is only in the life of men is it possible to live happily ever after. There
lies the test of every hero and the outcome of his quest.” This phrase says so much. Living in a world
of fantasy will never give us true happiness. There is such a thing as happily
ever after but the challenges that are put forth in front of us by fate are
what will steer us to our personal happily ever after.
We have to find happily ever after
for ourselves. No one can lead us there. Allowing ourselves to be self
sufficient and capable of truly loving ourselves is the only way we can make
our way into our happily ever after. It’s like that old adage, how can you love
anyone else if you can’t even love yourself. How can we expect someone else to
make us happy when we can’t even pin down what it is that we want that will
make ourselves happy?
My husband may not be prince charming and my life may
not be the standard fairytale. I am ok with that. I love my husband and enjoy
being with him. My life has its challenges and I make the attempt to face them
like a Goddess and not as a fragile princess. Maybe then one day happily ever
after may be the outcome at the end of my quest. But until then I will keep on
living in the reality that is. My once upon a time has yet to be written and I
am ok with that |
